The PAPER

So a couple of days ago I was freaking out about completing my research paper for one of my classes. But now I'm doing pretty good. I have almost all my homework done that I usually complete over the weekend. So when I go home this weekend I will be able to totally focus on writing my paper! I have a good peace right now (i think that God deserves the credit).

Also I would like to thank Mo for the OMAZING Ferras music. (Thanks Mo-dog) ;p

This is just a quick snippet of life right now. TTYL y'all!

My life...

so here is an update: I had a great weekend. Went to the zoo and played some amazing games of pitch! I had a ton of fun.

lately: i've been stressing/working on my paper. its going pretty well. I can't wait to have it finished though.

today: meet some cool people across the hall. They share some of my values about not drinking!

right now: i am really annoyed b/c my roommates decided to invite some people over and they decided to drink (ugh!)

random: so i watched the movie "What the Bleep" twice. It was kinda a weird, but interesting movie. Now its making me think...do i want to feel sorry for myself and develop an attitude where i always feel like a victim...or do i want to find joy in life? I think im gonna make a choice to find joy in life. I am slowly rewiring my brain (watch the movie and you will totally understand the network of neurons in your brain). I want to get rid of my "addiction". The movie talked about chemical addictions (you can be addicted to chemicals produced by the hypothalamus in your brain). I don't do drugs or anything like that, i think i am addicted to feeling lonely sometimes. I think that i have put myself in situations that give me an opportunity to feel lonely. How am i gonna change? First and foremost i'm gonna focus my life on God. I think that by making God my center everything will fall into place. I am also going to focus on how lucky I am. I have so much good going on that I have no need to focus on what isn't great about life.

That is all I have. Reply if you want to...if anyone is out there...TTYL!

Remember: Enjoy life because you only get to live it once! (and also because God loves you!)

A small update...

I'm just continuing to do more homework, more studying, and having less of a life. Ugh! I am excited for next semester...some choir, intro to social work, and a new major! I am pretty excited for the future, but I still have to live in the present. I can do this! Talk to ya later whoever maybe reading this blog.

This weekend...

This weekend has gone by waaaaaaaay to fast. I have to go back tomorrow already. But I had some good memories...lets review...so the panthers kicked fremonts butt. Then I got to stay the night at my best friends house...fun as always. Woke up the next day to go home and get ready for a day at work. Work was most excellent. 2 people that I absolutely love came in and took pictures with me while i was still at work. Now that the dance is over two of my best friends and I are watching movies! We watched "Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist" and right now we are watching "10 Things I Hate about You". I'm loving this weekend. Why do I have to go back?????

Life...

Oh how amazing life can be. Sometimes its full of pain and sadness. At other times its full of joy and love and those u love. So I had a realization...lets set the stage...a friend of mine feels like crap with some life-stuff and I realized this: Without the pain of life, the joy of life isn't as great. When we get out of the valley of the shadow of death we can look back and see the good out of it all. I think God put me where I am 4 a reason. Blog with ya later!

Just chillin

I'm relaxing and chilling with mo. We went and had some ice cream at cold stone. It was my first time ever eating ice cream there and um um it was some good ice cream. Now we are watching the movie "pay it forward". It looks really good. Can't wait to see how it ends. Have a good day reader!

Coming back...

So the saddest part of Labor Day weekend was coming back to college. Its not that I don't enjoy college...its the fact that my family and my very best friends are back home. (I know I have made this comment a lot, but I am adjusting to college life fairly well) Anywho... can you guess what I did when I left my family for the drive back? I cried. I know that in today's society guys shouldn't cry, but I'm not scared to say that I did in fact cry. I cried a little less than when my parents helped me move in. I think that it will take me some time to for me to realize that I will always have my family. I just don't get to see them everyday. Maybe on day in the distant future I won't cry when I have to say goodbye to my family for an extended period of time. Well that is what I have been thinking about. Goodnight readers (if you exist). Stay safe and God bless you!

What a weekend!

So the weekend is almost over, sad to say. It has been a really good one though. I came home and spent some good time with my friends and family! I went to our hometown football game and then I got to go to the OMAZING Husker football game!!! I had a ton of fun with my dad, my dad's friend, and my dad's friend's son. (Sorry if i broke a grammar rule there Ms. Henre!) Anywho... now i'm hanging out at my friends house about to watch the movie Seventeen Again. Im doing more homework as the night goes on. UGH! so much homework. I have already put in roughly 6 hours of homework this weekend and im not even done yet! The movie is about to start! Bye! Oh and don't be afraid to comment on my blog y'all!